21/01/06 - :
Well, this week's been fine, coping with my sprained ankle and stuff.
Today we had combined choir with St. Gab's and the Crez Band. I can see the moon. I can see the stars. I can see the a-li-ens, sitting down on mars...haha..that's my favourite part! Maybe we should like hold wands and point it at the audience, "Blast Off! Blast Off!" Omg...
Anyway, I guess as we grow older in life, we tend to form more expectations of life...To me, a person's who respectable is someone who is sensitive, compassionate and impartial. It's just preferance ok, so friends, don't be mistaken. I mean, it's true when you say you began to realise that the world does not revolve around you as you grow older. I've got a baby cousin who thinks that she owns the world and made anything she fancies hers, including my stuff. So for example when I wanted my book back, I had to like 'beg', "Can you lend me this book?" Chi! What is world coming dude? Actually that's ok with me la cause afterall, she's just a toddler. But sometimes, it kinda irked me when people get so ego. Ok. Not saying you shouldn't have confidence in yourself and love yourself, but when one overdoes it, it gets on my me nerrrr-ves.
So lets' get to the point. I was typically irritated when mo mo ren sorta commanded me to do something this week. ARrggh!! And I had to bend down, leaning on the other un-injured foot just to help her. (Ok, honestly, I don't exactly like people to command me to do something unless in an anomly situation like someone's in crisis and of course saving the person comes before anything.) And well, what was worse was when the mo mo ren did that in the presence of a teacher and on the next day, when she needed my help in a math question, it was with a sweet, somewhat unconfident tone. Chi! Since we learnt metaphors, I'll say what this person did was like practically licking the boots of another...get the idea? I've practically lost all my respect my her. What irony! Oh well, life's like that...
Ok, unhappy stuff aside...pineapple tarts..yummy!!!
_.a heart beat._ 16:58
14/01/06 - :
Well well, I guess if something bad hits you, it hit you real bad. Let me recount the whole thing in lieu of practicing for my Composition essay.
"Phee Wee!" THe ball flew into the air and SMACK! (no offence but) With an opponent like our dear Alex, I brought it to my side with an easy trash...grinz. And the very next moment, I crampled onto the floor and my ankle swelled into a somewhat beehive like thing.
Wow! I did it in two sentences. Anyway, thanks to my great friends, I was carried to the canteen for the 'numbing' process. Haha..and this statement suddenly occured to me: "A friend never in need is a friend indeed." Guess I don't make a good friend cos I needed Hash, Kellie and Laurel to help me. Well, I must say, it was a blessing in disguise. Although I hurt badly from the sprain, I was touched by people who cared. All my life, I was just so eager to offer help to others and often thought who would help me when I needed it. Now I finally got the answer.
Yesterday, God showed me the ones who cared besides my family. I cried when I got home because it hurt so badly. And when my cousins called to ask of me, it was so comforting. Because they did it out of love and concern, not out of duty that they were related to me. It's the same with my awesome friends.
I think action speaks louder than words and I must credit this person (she-whom-I-shall-not-name) because she made me feel blessed. I think you know who you are. When you gave me the bao, I was moved to tears and gratitude (and why the heck did you not accept me money?!). You are the first one who really mean it when you said, "Best Friends forever!" Never have I seen such voluntary gestures from anyone else. It offered such security and comfort. You know, I may seem so strong and smiley on the surface but it's friends like you that make my day! So I just want to say I'll treasure our friendship forever and thank you for such kindness I've never experienced before. Thank you!
_.a heart beat._ 11:03
07/01/06 - :
Yay! First week of school came and went. New teachers. New seating arrangements. But I think it's great. At least I got to retain my seat. OK, enough of school, gotta get on with life.
Right, so my mom bought Liling and I out for some shooping. I bought shoes and clothes...yeah...guess you can say, shopaholic is on the loose! Oh right, and I'm gonna wear the blouse Liling bought for me for Chinese New Year, so pals out there, look out for it!
Well, yesterday was a memorable day. It reminded me that I've just lost an opportunity I've waited for 4 long years. Sigh... you see folks, I was instructed to usher some guest-of-honor into the hall. And on the way, I also had to bring those people on suspension to join in the ceremony. So very unfortunately, by the time I reached the hall, there was no one from my class whom I could pin on the badge....aii....haha..but what brightened my day was the offers my great classmates proposed to me.
First, it was Yu Jing and Liu Chand who were seating at the back of the class. And when they saw that I was in such a pitiful situation, they touched me by asking me to help them pin theirs on instead. I mean, it may not be a grand thing, but their sincerity really moved me. They were not what you call in Chinese 'xiu shou pang guan', you know where they don't stand there and act as if they pity me, but they really understood my feelings...haha...I love these people!!! I'll never forget them in a million years!
Then, it was but of course, me old and faithful ex-partner, Kellie dear!!! Yay!!! We are gonna have a pin-the-bagde-on ceremony!!! Ahahaah...on Monday right? Auspicious day.
Actuallyu, I kinda feel very blessed and prepared this year in the upcoming Chinese New Year celebration...I'm beginning to feel more like a girl and stuff...yep...
Anyway, in case any of my faithful ah-Don Digest readers are looking forward to my posts, please be informed that it will not be updated so regularly anymore but ben xiao jie is very busy! Thank you and do continue to tune in for more of me...Yay!!! First aniversary of my blog will be grandly celebrated!
_.a heart beat._ 16:34
02/01/06 - :
Yay! Yesterday I went to my cousin's church at EXPO, as you can see this ticket is my entry proof! Yep! It was a fantastic event, one I'll never dream of having in my church.Whew! I mean Wow! It was just cool. Now I understand why so many youngsters are attracted to that place. One of the pastors even entered the halll on an motorbike! Can you imagine that? It's plain HIP! And the music roars so loudly throughout the whole stadium, even my heart started to beat to the rhythm. Cool! Anyway, as a 'student' of our dear Bible Church, so carefully and intellectually equipped with facts, I say this church is an ok and safe church. By that, I mean the teachings and stuff la. They follow the bible quite closely though being a Chrismatic Church. And most people don't speak in tongues. So this really change my perception of such churches. They aren't all scary with all that prophecising thing. Nope, they don't do that and I understand what they say (or maybe I can speak in tongues too??!!! Arrgh!!...haha...no la).
Anyway, It was a 4 hr party thingy and we left when they were about to start their sermon, because one of us got a headache. Haha...
Yay! School's reopening! Oops, rephrase, Bleah! School's reopening. Shan't dwell on it.
Well, been spending last two days packing my room. Now, it's all neat and clean! Yay! Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for dawnnie! (",)
_.a heart beat._ 13:57
