26/02/07 - :
Okay today the world's share of injustice seemed to have piled up on me! Bleah. And to make my life appear a little fairer, just let me recount the whole thing okay? Then you can judge for urself and see if I deserve it! So in the first period and on the first day of the week, i actually got scolded by my bio tutorial lecturer for something which had absolutely nothing to do with me.. was walking out of class tgt with wei xin and xavier and slugging our way to the next lesson. Oh and for your info, very important info, I wasn't even talking, not even making a sound k? Now remember this and let me continue... So then we were right behind two dear friends of mine and they happened to be yakking pretty loudly about bimbo cheers, which haha was really quite funny. But nevermind, as you know, like all typical lao teachers, i think they just can't stand anyone talking except themselves? Cos apparently to them, only they know when, what and how to open their mouths and any other younger person who does that is always doing it plain WRONGLY. Either too loud, too soft, too noisy, too rebellious, too i dunno, everything we do is always wrong! Okay anyway, back to my story.. so she tried asking them to lower their volume but haha they were in the midst of such a funny converstion, it's natural they didn't hear. And yea, i sorta told them to u know lower down a bit too, but you see right, some people are so blind and so eager to find faults with (as they like to call us) youngsters, one more person to niao at makes all the difference, makes them happier.. so guess what?! She called my two friends out in the middle of the road (the one that separates the main school building and the north lodge) and then she had to say, "Dawn, you too, come over.." What the??!! Fine fine, so I walked over and she said something about I was walking behind them and I heard her but I didn't do anything about it and even joined their conversation. Wow. Best man. Like hello? I wasn't the only one walking behind them, wasn't the only one who heard her ( i mean xin and xavier heard too) and in fact, the only one who even passed her message to them but it had to be me! Had to be my fault?! What in the world la! Talk also my fault, don't talk ALSO my fault! Perfect!
Oh wells. Never felt more wronged in my life then this. Forgive me for this rebellious and whiny post, I really don't blame my classmates at all. It's that grr.. person. Okay nevermind. I'd just assume it's the generation gap problem.. but seriously, I'm beginning to think JC teachers have a big big problem... or maybe just those in this school! Okay, I shall try real hard ta tolerate this...
Oh anyway, something horrid happened on the mrt today and I really really regret that I didn't think of doing more, didn't think of getting out of my comfort zone to make a difference. Feeling really bad about it. Sigh...
_.a heart beat._ 21:33
23/02/07 - :
Yipee! Had swim pe again yesterday. And played basketball twice this week! Haha...we spent the entire 2 hrs worth of free periods yesterday playing haha but I think I laughed a lot more than actually shooting the hoops! Super super funny! Thanks to weiting la. He kept making fun of my lousy basketball skills haha..yea he's one pro at basketball thou. Oh but I fell sick after playing and swimming... slight chill haha..but nevermind only that my bin's brimmed filled with tissues now and I have to clear it soon... Wei xin treated me to fried mushrooms twice too! Yays! Nono actually she forced me to eat them haha...but they're really nice! Should go to the cafe there to try them sometime again...
Haha and oh wells, today I finally figured out I've been talking to 3 persons using the same handphone at one time. What the toot la! No wonder I hadn't a clue why this person's personality changed so rapidly, like one moment he's telling me something real funny and the next, he started scolding me. Haiyo! Big headache...
Tomorrow's party-ing at auntie patricia's house for cny again. And I'm way prepared to get bored. I always am every year anyway..bleah... Yeps.
_.a heart beat._ 20:44
21/02/07 - :
Haha..someone did this for me and i looove it! Really pretty eh?
Okay let's see, Chinese New Year's been good thou it was also dotted with many agonizing moments... So went to church first on Sunday. Then to grandma's house. Met up with my dear cousins who never fail to make me laugh... Oh then took lots of pictures till my jaw really ache, but i think it's worth it la. Haha. Ge took the three of us to tiong bahru plaza to watch a movie-Just Follow Law. It's super funny, if not for the neck strain we suffered after that, I'd say I totally enjoyed the outing. Haha you see actually we booked tickets way earlier but we arrived late to collect our tickets and the cinema was so packed, only first front rows were available..yea..oh neverminds.
Second day was hit an okay. Went to the Joses, Lucas and Matty's house. But the usual, it was crammed filled with guys, so I ended up watching them play computer games. Haha. Then to Auntie YinFan's house, got to talk to Jemima dear. Really sweet girl. Oh then to Elizabeth, Grace and Bonkie's house. Man, I love the way their house is designed. Yea... Finally to Auntie Grace's house, you know the one at newton area? Haha yea. Oh and the most finally, Uncle Ming's house where we just idled about till some of the 85s came to join us. Haha. Johnny showed us his cheerleading stunts, real cool. Mark, Timo and Peide kept having this bicker with Bernie something about calling themselves 'true men'. Haha..super hilarious! Oh and we actually squished all the teenages in the living room to watch that silly silly nine o clock show on channel 8. Haha... yeps. That just about surmarises my cny and once again, it's back to school...
Please stop doing all these to yourself...cos you're only gonna end up hurting yourself and all those who love you...Tell me what to do...
_.a heart beat._ 22:42
17/02/07 - :
Yay! Some cousins from Malaysia came over last night and our whole family brought them to ding dai feng (the junction 8 branch) to eat! Then to swensons to grap some ice-cream. Yums! I think Huey Feng jiejie is so pretty! And nice too! Going to meet them again tomorrow, maybe go catch a movie or something...
Anyway, something really really dumb happened to me again. Guess it's because I'm such a blur toot! Yea. Got a call this morning and I really thought it was you! Was still so dazed cos I just woke up.. So I just started talking a lot... should have realised it wasn't you from the way he answered my questions! But I didn't till this irritating idiot actually asked for my age! Yes, he did!
"...Then how old are you?"
"Huh? Wait a minute, who are you?"
"Aiya, you see la, didn't even ask who I am then just talk talk talk.."
"Hang on, you're not ___??!! Omg then who are you? I don't know you! When did I talk to you?!"
"Yes you do la, got talk before, but I forgot your name. I'm ___(can't rmb)"
"WHAT??!! I don't know you!"
"hello? hello?"
*Beep*
I got so freaked out I just hung up. Luckily I did. He's obviously some big trickster, think he can fool me huh! Hrrumph! Really, how much dumb-er can a person like me get la. Why am I always the one who gets punk-ed?! This is so unfair! I'm not picking up any more calls from private numbers! Bleah! Yes I bet all of you are laughing at this blur toot here! Felt super weird la... you girls better take my advice and not get fooled like me after seeng this, ya? Haha...
Oh anyway, I'm proud to announce that my room's spick and span now! Haha... oh and Happy Lunar New Year everyone! Love ya folks! =)
p.s Lau, when are you gonna collect your chocs from me?!
_.a heart beat._ 21:44
16/02/07 - :
Your smile lit my world...
Had some cny celebrations today, but it was mostly self-entertain la, so haha... Oh and I actually got the ang bao that promised some great gift in exchange! Yay! Went to find mommy straight after school cos she's been nagging at me for being so last minute in my cny shopping, oh wells, I hate shopping a lot but decided it's really late enough. Better be today or never! Haha she got me sushi for lunch to put me in the right mood and then at about 1.15pm, we started hunting for stuff all the way till about 5pm! Haha...a rather fruitful trip but I feel pretty bad actually, cos I think I spent more than two hundred bucks for two sets of clothing and the third pair of shoes for the year all in ONE single day...bleah! And made mommy bring me down from plaza sing all the way to far east plaza.. Oh wells so for all the effort, I treated mommy to the sundae pie at burger king and a coke okay! (Haha.. okay okay, I ate most of it though.) Well at least I tried... *grinz*
_.a heart beat._ 20:02
15/02/07 - :
Have you ever bothered asking me how I feel? Have you ever cared if it would hurt me? Sometimes I think this is just so unfair. People just get so used to showing me their moods, they don't care how I might take it anymore...
Oh just the other day, when all things bad seemed to happen all at the same time, I got chided by this irritating bus inspector. Took 198 (or was it 196) back home when I noticed the clouds were so grey, as if reflecting my mood and that wretched headache of mine, and wells, nobody did anything to make my day better. But nevermind, it couldn't get worse when this middle-age bus inspector boarded the bus and wells, obviously when you see him, you would automatically take out your ez-link card and let him do his job right? Fine, so I did. But you see, I thought he was still checking another person's card first, so I conveniently placed mine on my file (which was lying on my lap) so that he could just take it anytime he wanna when he's done with that person's. And in case you were wondering, the position I was sitting in was like facing him, yo u know the kind of seats that have 2 rows facing each other with a small passage way for commuters to walk? Yea.. As you can see, I was super alarmed when he turned around and just stared at me. Like hello? He saw my card there and he just stared with that pair of accusing eyes like I didn't pay my bus fare and I did something so grave it would be the end of the world. Asked him if anything was the matter and he went like: "People check card for you you don't expect them to take card from you right? Hand it over to me mah.." Alright~ Best man. Like hello? Will it kill you if you just took it by yourself? Must hand it to you properly, best with both hands and head bowed or knees kneeled to the ground then you would be satisfied right?!! I bet they will say, as they always do anyway, nowadays the youngsters ah, no respect for my job ah. Fine fine. My fault my fault, it always is anyway...
Whew. Fortunately thou, these grey clouds cleared when I got the long-awaited call...yayness! Met up with you and talked for hours. And those clouds literally cleared. As in in the sky and in my head! Really cheered up a lot after talking to you.. Haha... actually, simple things can make me happy. And I really thank God for that...
Anyways, you know, if you read the daily bread, you would have came across this. Found it useful and decided to share it. In case you've been feeling melancholy like I have the past few days... cheer up and smile =)
List of Rules for Happier Living:
1. Give something away.
2. Do a kindness.
3. Give thanks always.
4. Work wih vim and vigor.
5. Visit the elderly and learn from their experience.
6. Look intently into the face of a bby and marvel.
7. Laugh often - it's life's lubricant.
8. Pray to know God's way
9. Plan as though yo uwill live forever - you will!
10. Live as though today is your last day on earth.
Yeps.
_.a heart beat._ 20:39
14/02/07 - :
Every moment spent with you is happiness...
Yay! Happy Valentine's Day everyone! It was not much of a difference from crescent cos we exchanged presents again, only that over here, I could really feel the vibrance of love in the air..haha..super cool. Got so many sweets and chocs, think i'm gonna get tooth decay if i keep them all to myself, haha..so dad, mom and ge's gonna benefit from my sack of goodies! I think the flowers were the best thou, got my favourite sunflower again! Yay! Thanks to si jay. But my roses got stolen...haha..for an emergency case, ah wells. At least it was for a good cause and I won't get to see them die, which is the saddest part.. so nevermind then...
Yeps. Gotta rush my bio tutorial.. But before that, Jesus loves you and I love you too! =)
_.a heart beat._ 19:19
11/02/07 - :
I'm tired of clinging on hopelessly...it's just so different...
_.a heart beat._ 18:23
03/02/07 - :
Ohh my goodness!! It's been such an eventful week, with lau's birthday and all. Now where shall I start..kay..from dotsy lau..
Thurday had swim pe. Super funny cos I had a strange tan at my neck, think it looks like my head had been severed and plopped onto another body or smth. We got to refresh our memories on kicking freestyle. After pe, rushed to shower. U know the showers are like so so crappy?! There weren't even hooks to hang my stuff, so I guess everything got really wet. Yea. OKay, then lau, ling, aly, jen hui and i cabbed home to drop our excess baggage and then zomed to PARAGON!! Yay! Feasted at ding dai feng( I got it correct! right?). I'd say that was the most enjoyable time I had with you people! And the best part of it was that lau didn't even guess what we were up the WHOLE time, till we had to break the news to her..someone can be super retarded la...oh wells, anyway I thought we laughed so much and made so much noise, those people around us kept turning to see what these wild half-acians-half-crescentians were up to or smth! Oh and I counted, I sneezed some 15 times the minute I sat down, dunno..haha. After the sumptous dinner, went shopping a little, bought smth, only to be put down by my mom that I'm even more auntie than her..fine fine..auntie then auntie, I can live with it! Haha..went home only at 9pm. Didn't know night shopping at orchard could be so haha fun?! Yea..
Friday is nicest, too! Okay everything is nice. Every day is nice. Pissed lau off by pretending to rush off for some important thing, refused to tell her..haha..then rushed off to get a cake at tiong bahru plaza. Had to act like a tour guide cos he's never been there before and was made to walk the entire shopping centre a few times before he made the decision okay! See my 'ku(3) xin(1)'?! Yea..came back home to sing the song for lau and then marched down to the park. Oh my gosh, I just lovee the park! The old swings were gone and the new ones creak a lot! But it's still fun! Was super windy there..chatted and chatted a lot..think it was never ending, if mom hadn't called, probably would have forgotten about dinner..haha..
Anyhow, hoped u had the most wonderful 17th birthday girl! (haha..better appreciate it, next year maybe not so good already!) And for goodness sake, can u show a bit more gratitude and stop SPAMMING my tagboard?! Haha..
Yea..just came back from a stroll with bro..nice to walk a little and appreciate nature. Don't know, I'm super confused now..don't know what to do, don't know what to say..bleah!
_.a heart beat._ 10:14
